Making up

Author: drmillson <drmillson[at]>

Series: The reeducation of Buffy Summers (Part 4)

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: These characters are owned by a whole lot of people who are not me...i own my imagination, though...

Archiving: Ask, and you may well receive... :)

Pairings: B/F/X overall, B/X this part

Summary: Buffy and Xander goodness, read it to find out more

Spoilers: Up through 'storyteller'...that's everything i've seen so far...i'm not telling any secrets here...if you didn't know faith was coming back, go back to your cave ;)

Feedback: definitely...should i even have to say so?...good, bad, indifferent...i want it all...the only bad feedback is no feedback...a pretty girl is an acceptable alternative ;)

Author's Note: this is shorter than i wanted it to be, but i wanted to get it done before seeing the final's also my first attempt at purely b/x smut...i hope it's good

This is nearly 100% pure A/U's been suggested i might want to mention that, since purists out there (or nutjobs, acceptable synonym) get cranky because they apparently think if it's not marked A/U it must be canon...don't get me

It's also not quite pwp, but not quite a major plot, so let's say pwlp: porn with light plot...if you don't like it, who cares? ;)

From here on out, i'll be posting all new fics at the FaithfulChickies group first, and will only be posting to other lists as i have time...i've got a number of things in the works, and i should be writing right along for the next couple of months...if you want to get my fics hot off the word processor, so to speak, go ahead and join's a great group, and i'm not just saying that because i'm a moderator ;)

To read my other works, including the first three chapters of this series, please visit:

Faith walked into the kitchen to find Xander loading a large quantity of food onto a tray. The sight made her stop short.

*Wow,* she thought, *he really came down here to make us breakfast. I thought it was just an excuse to leave me and B alone.*

She walked up to the brunet, and leaned into his back. Her arms wrapped around him and met over his stomach. For a few silent seconds, Faith drank in his warmth.

Xander stopped the moment he felt the younger girl at his back. He knew it was the dark slayer without looking. Taking Faith's hands with his own, he brought them to his lips, kissing both softly, before he turned and pulled her into his chest.

"Faith," he whispered softly into her hair, "surprised you can even stand right now, let alone walk down stairs."

She pulled back and looked up at him, a slight blush coloring her cheeks. "You know what happened?" she asked matter-of-factly.

"Let's just say I caught the show, but couldn't see the stage." He smiled at her, making her laugh. She swatted him lightly on the arm, causing him to wince. "Oww!! Easy there, slayer girl!"

Laughing even harder, Faith pulled Xander into a kiss. She let it stay tender, a wordless whispering of lip along lip. When they broke, both were out of breath, panting slightly. Gesturing toward the tray of food, she asked, "All that for B and I?"

Xander nodded. "Yep. All for my slayers. I figured the horny should be pretty much set, and it's time to deal with the hungry." He backed away as Faith threatened to swat him again.

"Cool," she said, heading to the cupboard to grab a plate. "I'll take mine down here." She walked to the tray, and took half of everything, knowing Buffy would easily be able to match her today.

"I kinda thought you'd want to eat with Buffy," Xander said, the question unspoken but apparent.

"Nah," Faith said between mouthfuls, "B wants to talk to you alone. And besides, I'm training with the girls today." She took another bite and looked at him. "This is damned good, too. Better get B's up to her before it gets cold."

Xander grabbed Faith and kissed her, harder this time. Even through the flavor of the food, he could still taste her. He felt her tongue, and parted his lips, sucking it into his mouth. He pulled back, grabbing the tray and walking away with it.

"What's that for," the younger girl asked as he walked out of the kitchen.

"You," the brunet said over his shoulder.


Xander sat on the edge of the bed, watching Buffy eat in silence. Aside from thanking him for bringing the food up to her, the blonde had remained silent for the ten minutes the brunet had been in the room. She had successfully avoided looking at him, too, focusing intently on the food in front of her.

*For someone who wanted to talk to me,* he thought sadly, *you're sure doing a good impression of the cold shoulder treatment.*

Finishing the last of her breakfast, Buffy put her fork down and reached for a napkin. *Time to fuck it up again,* she thought. *No sense waiting for it this time. Might as well get it over with.*

"Xan," she spoke softly, "I... uhmm... we need to talk."

Reacting to her tone, Xander couldn't hide his disappointment as he spoke. "I know, Buff. I had a feeling this was coming."

Buffy looked at him for the first time since he'd entered her bedroom. His shoulders were slumped now and he was slouching. She knew him well enough to see how badly he was feeling just by looking at him. *Way to go, Buffy,* she scolded herself.

"Let me explain, Xander," she said.

"Why?" he asked, his temper rising. "What's the point, Buffy? I know what you're going to say. You think you have to be alone, that you can't care about people because you'll lose them. Well, you know what, Buffy? That's life. Everybody worries about that. But we live with it. That's what people do, Buffy. Running, hiding, it only makes it worse."

The blonde jumped up, moving close to Xander. She got in his face, her anger easy to see. "You don't know anything," she said hotly. "You don't know what it's like to be afraid of losing everyone you care about, or losing the one person most important to you! You don't know what I have to live with! You don't know how hard it is, every day, wanting to be with someone and not being able to have it!"

She moved to the room's only chair and sat down. Buffy leaned forward, her face in her hands, and started sobbing. Her body shook as she sat there.

Xander watched as the blonde cried. He had never seen her look so small and weak, not in all the years they'd been friends. To see her like that tore at his heart, and his angered faded instantly. Some things were more important. He stood and moved to her. The brunet knelt beside her, pulling the blonde from the chair and into his arms. Carefully, he guided them to a sitting position on the floor, with Buffy in his lap. She clung to him, her sobs growing in strength. Xander held her tightly, trying to will away her pain.

"Why do you stay, Xander?" the blonde spoke between sobs.

"Because it's you, Buffy," he answered quietly. She looked up into his eyes. "For seven years, it's been you. That's not going to change, so I'm not going anywhere."

As she sat there in his arms, the blonde slayer wondered why she'd always been so quick to dismiss this man as someone weak, someone that had to be protected. In many ways, he was stronger than she would ever be.

Looking into Buffy's tear-rimmed eyes, Xander could see a glimmer of something beyond her sadness and grief. He smiled at her, softly, trying to tell her how he really felt. The brunet knew he could never say the words, because she would run. That didn't mean he couldn't tell her in other ways, though.

Buffy returned her friend's smile. For the first time in a while, she felt safe. And loved. "I love you, Xander," she said, leaning forward to kiss him.


"Are you sure?" Xander asked the blonde, who was sitting naked on the bed in front of him. Her hands were toying with the button on his jeans. "I mean, you don't have to. I can go if you want to rest"

"Xander," Buffy purred, licking her lips, "you're starting to ramble. If I didn't want this, would we be in this position?"

"Well, when you put it that way..."

Her fingers popped the button.

"...I can see your point."

She grabbed the zipper and lowered it slowly.

Suddenly the blonde sat back. She smiled sweetly at him, asking, "Why don't you get undressed? I want to watch."

Gulping audibly, Xander began removing his clothes. He pulled his shirt off, tossing it on the floor. Next, he pushed his jeans down, careful to get them off without falling over. Then he removed his socks. He stood there in front of Buffy, wearing only a pair of boxers. The girl was eyeing his body, making him tense, unused to such attention since he and Anya had broken up. Finally, he took hold of his boxers and pushed them down, stepping out of them.

"What now?" he asked, smiling sheepishly at her.

"Come closer," Buffy whispered, her eyes never leaving his semi-erect cock. When he obliged, she reached out, tracing over it with her fingertips. She watched, eyes wide, as it twitched and grew from her efforts. The blonde took the opportunity now to look at the organ more closely. Last night everything had been a blur, and she didn't have the chance to really look at Xander, to appreciate him.

Now fully erect, the brunet watched as Buffy wrapped her hand around him. She began stroking him slowly, but soon her pace increased. She looked up at him and smiled, causing him to flex and twitch in her hand.

Without warning, Buffy leaned in and took the head of his cock into her mouth.

"Ahhhh," Xander said, shuddering from the new sensations coming from his groin.

The blonde swabbed her tongue over him, sucking lightly. Her hand still stroked him, but slower and with less motion. She loved the noises he was making, and the way his body reacted to her efforts.

"Buff... wait..." Xander panted.

Pulling her mouth off him, Buffy asked, "What's wrong, Xander? Was I doing it wrong?"

"No, no," he reassured her. "Nothing like that. I just... well, I want to taste you, too."

"Oh," the slayer smiled. "I think I can help you there. Lie down on the bed."

Xander did as she requested, knowing what the blonde had in mind. Once he was in position, she carefully crawled over him, making sure not to pinch him. Finding the spot she was aiming for, she took hold of Xander's cock once more. At the same time he reached up and took hold of her hips, pulling her sex closer to his face.

The blonde wasted no time taking the brunet's erection into her mouth. She took it as far in as she could, stopping only when she felt her gag reflex kick in. Pulling back, she sucked, her tongue dancing on the underside of Xander's erection. When she got to the spot just below the head, she stopped, flicking her tongue over it repeatedly. This brought a loud moan from the brunet.

Xander stared at the wonder in front of him. He'd always imagined what Buffy's pussy would look like, and seeing it up close blew all of his expectations away. At the angle she was positioned in, the lips were spread apart. He could see traces of her moisture, telling him she was aroused. Her sweet smell greeted his nostrils. Tentatively, he moved in, dipping his tongue into Buffy's center. Her flavor danced over his tongue.

Buffy yelped when she felt Xander's tongue swirling over her clit. His cock twitched in her mouth in response. She redoubled her efforts, sucking and licking at his flesh. The blonde could taste his precum, finding it slightly salty but good. She pulled back until only the head was in her mouth. Lowering her teeth, she grazed them over the sensitive head of Xander's cock, bringing a low growl from his throat, which vibrated over her clit.

"Ohhhhh," the girl moaned, throwing her head back. She couldn't believe how well the brunet could give head. His tongue seemed to be always there, somewhere, teasing pleasure from her. Buffy knew she wasn't going to last this round for much longer, so she bent down and took him into her mouth once more. Her head bobbed and twisted, as she tried to bring him to a climax.

Xander raised his head, lapping at Buffy's center. Her juices were flowing more freely now, and he couldn't get enough. Add to his desire to taste and please her the feelings she was causing in his cock, and he was nearly ready to explode. He fought to hold on, though, until she was ready, too. From the sounds she was making, he guessed she was getting close.

An idea came to the brunet, and if it worked it might just send the little blonde over the edge. Leaning up further, he pushed his tongue against Buffy's ass. He lightly licked the puckered flesh, feeling it clench under his tongue.

"Ohhhhhhfffffffuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkk" Buffy howled. She swiveled her hips, trying to give her friend better access to her back entrance. She enjoyed anal play, but had never admitted it to anyone.

Reaching up, Xander pushed the girl back down. He wanted in her mouth, and she understood from his actions. As she engulfed him once again, he sucked her clit back into his own mouth.

As they each suckled at the other's flesh, the pair began moaning and shaking more and more. They neared their orgasms together, trying to hold off until the other was ready. Xander lost it when Buffy reached down and gently squeezed his balls. He throbbed in her mouth, filling it with his cum. Buffy swallowed as much as she could, losing only a small amount, which dribbled onto Xander. For his part, he struggled to not lose contact with the slayer's clit. He sucked it hard, while flicking the tip with his tongue. He had two fingers in the blonde, pumping steadily. When he felt her inner muscles begin to contract hard, he backed off a little, keeping his tongue on her, but catching the sweet liquid which came out of the blonde as her climax hit her.


Faith opened the door to find Buffy and Xander naked on the blonde's bed, holding each other. As much as she wanted to tear her own clothes off and join them, there were other things they needed to be doing now.

The pair looked up when the door opened. Seeing the look on the younger girl's face, Xander sat up quickly.

"What's wrong, Faith?" he asked, concern clearly evident in his voice.

"Caleb," she said coldly. "We know where he's holed up."

Buffy jumped off the bed and moved quickly to her dresser to grab clothes, and Xander scrambled to get his own off the floor. Shortly, they were dressed and heading downstairs.

"Faith, you and Xander are coming with me," the blonde said as they reached the bottom. "We'll take some of the girls with us. Will and Giles can take care of things here."